Frustration: Life's Motivator

I am motivated to change my E71 to an iPhone because I am frustrated with my current phone.

The mail for exchange for outlook e-mail is not working properly lately. I also cannot send e-mail for my Gmail. I also cannot find facebook, twitter and youtube application that work properly / compatible with the phone.

When more and more smart phone that have the application available in the market, my phone just don't have it. Sigh.

But financial wise, i still not deserve an iPhone. I'm still contemplating to spend the money for a phone that compatible with some application that not really bring much value to me anyway. Just envy to others who have that. That not good enough.

So I think, having an iPhone as my next birthday present can be considered as proper justification. The only problem is my next birthday is like a million years away. Sigh lagi.


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this is the posting that cannot be sent from gmail from my phone....

Subject: Melankolik

First part: 10/12/2009

Akhir-akhir ini, terasa keinginan untuk meng'update' blog sangat kurang. Ditambah pula dengan kesihatan yang kurang memuaskan kerana dijangkiti demam, batuk dan selesema. Demam telah sembuh pada hari kedua serangan. Selesema masih kekal pada tahap 'mild'. Cuba batuk yang betul-betul menduga diri ini sekarang. Begitulah ujian untuk diriku, alhamdulillah.

Hidup sedan melalui tahap melankolik. Adakah diri ini merasakan kekurangan sesuatu? Kehilangan sesuatu? Atau aku sedang menafikan sesuatu? Mungkinkah aku risaukan sesuatu? Ataukah aku teringinkan sesuatu tetapi tidak berpeluang mendapatkannya? Atau sedikit-sedikit daripada semuanya. Sigh...

Second part: 21/12/2009
Hari ini, suasana angin bertiup sepanjang masa, membangkitkan nostalgia. Memancing rasa bahagia. Ingin berada di dalam dakapan cinta, sentiasa. Esok seperti menanti untuk menyapa dengan senyum tawa. Semoga ada, sentiasa.

note: gambar di atas menunjukkan suasana daun-daun luruh membawa nostalgia ditambah dengan suasana bayu bertiup sepanjang hari. I like.

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Don da Pantaier's