I've Been Crying

I've been crying for about three days. The love that have been a guiding light for my has broken into pieces. I was left alone, helpless and miserable.

I didn't do a single thing except crying. The pain is unbearable. At times I cannot hear anything like i've lost my hearing. At some other times I cannot see anything. I also feel like my heart stop beating. My arms, my legs, my fingers didn' want to move. It like everything in me and aorund me understand my misery. I've lost. I don't know what day is today. It like the earth have stop moving for me.

I hear the winds whispered, telling me how sorry they are looking at me. I also sense that the birds keep telling me to be strong. I see the rain showing me that things happen for reason. The sun telling me to be strong and be patient and he will rise again tomorrow with a new hope.

In the past three days, I only eat a single pizza that I half heartedly order for home delivery. I can't taste the creamy cheese which I always love. The cup of coke is filled with my tears that keep running through my cheeks.

It is very true when people said that we'll never know how much we love someone, how much we appreciate someone, how much someone meant to us, how much we need someone until we lost them.

Note: posting ini adalah rekaan semata-mata. Tiada kena mengena dengan sesiapa sama ada yang telah hidup ataupun yang belum mati. This posting is fictional. It not related to anybody, living or dead.