Wednesday, August 6, 2008

Sitting Still On A Moving

Am i moving or not? Following the fast life flowing. Whether i move along and not, life is not gonna wait.

Read my horoscope in a newspaper today. Its said that i've been sorrounding with great people and opportunities nowadays. And i have to grab that opportunities straight away or it will be gone.

I have few opportunities, and can't focus to any of it. Life is a bit demanding. Just keep doing what i can afford to do and just follow along with the flow. Not good enough but i don't have the will to do more.

Changes after changes happening in my life and keep adapt to it. But more on reactive mode.

Keep on looking on what i want. I mean what i really really want now. With so much i currently have, and so much that i still didn't have; sometimes i don't even know what i want anymore.

When we aim high, we will give more and more to get it.

When we just aim average, we might end up with nothing.

When we don't aiming at all, we might end up with less.

But today, and yesterday and four more days to come, i will be spending my time missing my little queen and my two little precious. When i miss them, i feel like everything moving but not moving. Eating like not eating. Surrounding by people but alone. Not feeling like going out and not feeling like staying in either. Have things that i want but feel like don't know what to do with it. Sigh...

 


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2 comments:

Anonymous said...

heyya...

you know, changes will not always a bad thing...

we can change either to be better or worst than whatever state we've been before.. but it's still our choice...

but if let's say certain changes needed like... for change job's location or job's scope... we have to follow our heart and as well as our pocket... :) but still... we won't let our family out of the thinking... okay??

if you in this kind of situation... hope you can choose wisely... :) if the changes will lead to worst situation... it's better to stick with the current one... or seek other alternatives... :)

it's been a while.. and I missed u!!

Abdullah Pantaier said...

Love and hate,
yes indeed.
the family is always my priority number one.
always...