Loneliness

Inspired by toughcookie

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I used to think

That loneliness is what you feel when you are all alone.

Having nobody...

No friend to call...

Nobody i can call my own...

No one to love...

On the second thought...

I think loneliness is when you have somebody to love... But they are not around... Not with you... You can't focus on doing a thing...

And as you counting the time... Second by second, minute by minute... For you to be together again... Your mind are flying far far away looking for your soul and when you meet her, when you with her, the world is yours.

But, as i matured... Learning by life experience, my very own and some other people's experience... I think the worst loneliness is... When you have everybody... A girl to love and she is around... With you... You have your parents, brothers and sisters, friends who always there for you... Who care about you and love you as you are... But.... You can't get connected to then... You just can't feel the bond between your heart and their's. You have this thick wall around you... Protect you from being hurt ever again... In the same time, you can't feel their care and love... You really feel this painful loneliness at the worst... Ironic... When you suffer the pain of loneliness because you are too afraid to get connected and getting hurt again... Anyway... It happen...

I read somewhere... It said... Love is like a life. It may not bring joy and happiness. When we not stop living, why we should stop loving...



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